Thursday, March 13, 2008

Life!!!!

Wat is life.Wat exactaly God expects from us after sending to this earth.Is he the one hu decides wat all will happen in our life(twists n turns), Is he the one hu forces us to commit sins, good things?If yes then y people says that dnt do bad things, God will Punish u or u r suffering bcoz u would hv done smthing wrong in ur previous life....If he is the one responsible for our whole life then why has he made it so much complecated?I seriously dnt y has he blessed us with so much of sufferings:(:(
according to sm gr8 people, All humans hv equal joys n sorrow, but i persponally feel that it is not so.I dnt know wat is the criteria at God's Darbaar to assign all this....U cn ask urself-the person sitting nxt to u is more happy than u or not?u both hv equal problems?I really wanna know hw sud one lead the life to be a happy n successful...Can we really do anthing we wich for??

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

main aisi kyun hoon(Y m I Like this)

I really dnt knw y m postin this blog.but seriously i nee to do smthin to push myself out of this sadness n stillness.I m totally confused infact i dnt know wat exactly i want.smtimes i feel that watever is happening with me,wherever is the problem it is all coz of me only.I myself made my life so screwed,then suddenly it comes to my mind that this all is destiny,wat all is happening is bcoz of destiny.this is wat god has decided for u.u wil not believe but i cann't even take myself a small decision of whether i want to go for movie or not.I hv never cm across person more confused then me.dnt knw wher i m headin towards,wat destiny hs decided fr me,wat wil happen in near future.i dnt feel like cmin to office workin or studyin,but at the same time i want name,fame money n all.it is not that i m running frm work but seriously i feel that i m good for nothing.i find myself totally helpless at work and specially while putting my point to others assertively:(:(
bahut pakau ho gaya na!!!cholly